i'm not ready to grow up.

Today while I was raging to Michael about how I'm not ready to go to the singles ward he told me that he had his interview with the bishop today for his mission.
what?
We are growing up way too fast.
I feel like it was just yesterday that I was trying to do more than say "hi" to him in history.
We've come so far from that and I'm so happy about it, it just freaks me out sometimes.
He's so much more grown up about it than I am too which kind of scares me as well but it's such a good thing. He's ready to be a missionary and serve the Lord and he'll do such a great job.
So, now that I've vented to the whole world about this, instead of crying and worrying and being the silly girl that I am, I'm going to try to only look at the positive and to be ready to move into this part of my life with a smile. :)

 p.s. Last week we wore green everyday as part of our holiday to-do list because of St. Patricks Day. It was kind of fun even if we looked silly matching. (That picture was Day #1)

love, J