AP smay-p.

Just kidding.
I say stuff like that all the time though.
Like I can rhyme or something? No.
(It probably should be left to talking and not blogging though. It's fine.)

On Wednesday I took that darn AP Calculus test.
Never been so happy to be done with something in my life.
Easily my hardest class ever.
I've never struggled with a math class so much in my life.
and it was hard for me.
It taught me something though.
That I don't have to be perfect at something to have success.
Even if I don't get a 3 or a 4 on that test,
it will be okay.
I tried. and I'll never regret that.

Goodbye AP Calc.
(Not really until the end of school. but really to all of those take home tests and stupid homework.)

I hope you all did great on your AP tests :)
They're beasts.

Love, J

the future.

I worry. a lot. It's kind of an issue. Today, I bombed my calculus test. It sucked. It was my fault too. I decided to spend the day at the basketball game instead of studying. kind of like what I'm going to do today instead of studying for my chemistry test. oh well though. I think it's worth it.
When I got home I told my mom that I bombed my test and she said, "Oh well, it's just a test." So true. 
I also read a talk by Richard C. Edgley in the November 2010 Ensign. I was worrying about my future--about college, marriage, scholarships, missions--everything that I shouldn't be worrying about right now. What he said helped me. He said,  
"Because of my faith, I approach the unknown, unseen, and unexplained with unquestioning assurance . . . And because of my faith--even in the seemingly worst of times--I recognize with peace and gratitude that in reality it is the best of times."

I need not worry. These are the best of times.