it's a weird feeling.

i've been waiting all year to leave this place.
i loved going home on the weekends.
and i've cried when i had to come back.
i went through a lot here that i wish i wouldn't have had to.
and i wanted to leave all that behind.

but today when i went to my last doctrines of the gospel institute class.
and really all of my monday wednesday classes.
and i had to say bye to the friends that i've made this year for the last time.
i got sad. and i didn't want to say goodbye.

i'll never see the majority of these friends ever again.
and that makes my heart sad.

i'm dreading the moment i have to say bye to the c6 boys.
to nate and jake and mikey and justin and josh.
and the way they make me happy just by being in the same room as me.
i don't want to say bye to jaxon. and his laugh.
and the way he makes me laugh.

i've had one of the funnest weeks of my life.
i learned how to long board. and i bladed around town.
and even though my bike and my other friends are at home.

i'm going to miss all the good people that i've met here.
and for all the new things that i learn from them every day.

so.
here's to college.
and everybody that i've met.
the good and the bad.

i'm sure going to miss them.

love, j.