2012.

it means making a new folder to put my pictures in.
and that i'll turn 19 this year.

it means that i'll finish my whole first year of college.
and start my second.

and it means living with everything that i've already learned.
and learning even more.

it means saying goodbye again.
and this time hoping that it's for real.

it means that i'll continue to cry when things are hard.
and then even more for no reason at all.

it means learning to live with people when i'm homesick.
and trying to make the best out of every situation.

and it means that i get to make new goals.
and try to accomplish them better than i did last year.

here's to the new year.
and knowing that it's my choice
how it's going to turn out.

love, j.