is it because i'm in college.

that whenever i eat i don't want my food to end.
and that i would rather snack than have to fix an actual meal.

that i miss home cooked meals so so much.
and when my roommate let me eat some of her soup it made me feel good inside.

that i realized how lazy i really am.
and that it takes everything i have to not watch netflix or get on pinterest every free second that i have.

that there's just not enough hours in the day.
because there's always something in the back of my mind that i could be doing.

that i want to call my mom every time i walk home from class.
and that i miss being able to sit on her office floor and talk about life.

that my roommates and i comment on the same picture on facebook.
while we're sitting at the kitchen table right next to each other.

that the weekends are the only thing that gets me through the week.
and that somehow college classes seem a lot shorter than high school ones.

that tuesday wednesday and thursday really do go by fast.
especially because today is thursday.

that i wonder where pandora has been all my life.
especially the piano stations that help me stay focused in the library.

that my institute manual is the textbook i look forward to reading the most.
and that tests seem like the worst thing in the world.

that getting on an eating schedule and exercising.
really do make all the difference.

and that honestly this is some of the best times in my life.
and that i only have the best times to come.

happy thursday.

love, j.